Ankis Identity

Have you ever had one of those days where the thin line between fantasy and reality is faced? The temptation of fantasy seems as a prefect dream. While when the reality finally hits you, you remember why that fine line exists. Haven woken up at 5 for work the past three days, the line between fantasy and reality is sometimes left vivid. Your dreams and fantasy are filled with lovely images, hopes and wishes where even simple things that seem hard now are simple and clear. In reality, however, the mere decisions of what you ate for lunch haunt you through the day; even the decisions we make can lead to a false move or a twist in faith. Why can't reality be fantasy? Why can't reality be fantasy? Hearing the tales of the past from work has made me realize (how dull and typical it may seem) that out in this big world, we actually decide our own fantasy. Although I continue to dream that my fantasy was my reality, I have to accept that my fantasy won't be my reality unless I make it so. How we live our life, how we bring ourselves back from failure and how we grow all depends on who we are and what we want our fantasyful dream to be. That kind of sucks I know! But I believe my own failure lead me to realize that I may be down now, but somehow I have to bounce back. I refuse to let one false move or twist in faith let me lie on my death bed and tell tales of how good the PAST used to be. The past can be dull, boring and even horrible at times (believe me I have heard it all), but what you make of the PRESENT and how to relive your past is what makes your fantasy... Destiny.
OxO Anki OxO