Ankis Identity

360 degree angles wheatear in mathematical solutions or reality illustrates how we live our lives. 360 degree angles illustrates what we as humans are capable off. 180 degrees describes our thoughts and action, while 90 degree angles illustrate our uplighting moments. However, when 90 degree angles have disappeared, 180 angles are broken, what we are capable off and how we function seems irrational. Today, the 90 degrees seem to have become unproportional. Shopping with my girls made me realise just how kaput the 90 degrees are, in simpler terms, how big I have gotten. Going up a dress size to any girl is a horrible "uplighting" moment. Wheatear this makes you realise that you hate the way you look (yes yuck) or you need to start a diet hmmm yes); the 90 degrees were not proportional today. Having the day off from work is fantastic... yet my thoughts lead to yet another sleepless night. Future threats, additionally, seem demanding if not impossible to deal with. Should your life really be over at 19??? People say: There "will" be hope. . . Things "will" change. . . Life "will" get better. . . This week appears to prove that "will" is just another illusion and "will not" is the reality. Maybe I am a tad bitter, nevertheless I hardly feel that bad luck begins to describe it. If so, I wonder if I broke a mirror: S The 180 degrees, not only describe my state of mind, on the contrary even my actions. Have I caused my actions to have become incoherent or misinterruptedable? Maybe my actions exemplify my thoughts; however, even if they are at 180 degrees in the wrong direction they have not turned the full circle! The only thing that seems to be missing now is my ability to function . . . Uncertain where my life is heading or how I'm going to cope, I'm happy to have some wonderful friends that help me on the road.
Thank you Anna (for today without you 360 degrees wouldn’t exist
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