Ankis Identity

Wow! Finally the summer weather has come to Sweden! It sure took its time, seeing as according to Greek weather It's about two months too late if not early, but hey it sure cheers you up... at least a bit. Sorry for the absences in the blogs.With my 5 year old cousin being seriously ill, working and guy problems, there is not much time to sit down and write. My cousin, Oliver, has gotten really sick since the beginning of last week. With a high fever, incoherent speech, inability to walk or identify his parents, my stress level has been through the roof these days. I just talked with my aunt and he is home from the hospital today, which hopefully means it was just a virus instead of a brain inflammation. But yet again that is not certain... Ush... this just gets me thinking about my future. I want to be able to be there for him, not only for support but to make a difference/make him better. I wonder if I'll ever be a doctor? Any fungus, life must go on as the famous saying goes.

As that wasn't enough to bring me down... I oooh so lately discovered that my interesting Mr. wonderful is not oooh so wonderful. As in most relationships some small things as taking the time to meet, saying "I love you", and learning to cope with one another is what all relationships must go through. There are times in which we fight, times in which we are the happiest people alive and times were you just want to be free, HOWEVER. . . In which relationship could couples survive on just love? The fairytale pictures print it to be something that always works. Prince saves Princesses and they live happily ever after. However, out here in the big big world, problems of distance, impractical circumstances and even allergies are out there just to mess with you. Maybe somehow the fairytale love will get couples through this... I'm just having a HARD time believing that love will always be the answer .Being a fairytale girl since as long as I can remember this fact is breaking my heart more then ever... Is it normal to have been together for 6 months and haven't (and won't ever) get the chance to spend a minute inside each others houses? Can it still work? Will love solve this? I am just not so sure.

OxO Anki Oxo