Ankis Identity

As you may know, everyone has expectations. Wheatear personal expectations, moral expectations, family's expectations or friend's expectations, how much damage do these expectations really make? Has anyone, even yourself, stop and thought what am I doing to myself? When your personal expectations are destroyed, your moral expectations do not matter, behavioural well they are upside down, the other expectations have more a toll on you then you may think. Why haven't you got your driver's license? Why aren't you studying? Can you stop doing that! Small things that normally may not bring a person to their knees is just what this expectations are doing to me. I'm suppose to be the smart one . . . you all know that failed. I'm suppose to be the one with a future . . . that failed. I'm suppose to be the "prefect" person or prefect friend. . . guess that I failed that too! Instead, I am using all my energy to keep myself from drowning. Some people may think I am all fine, I'll bounce back right? Has anyone ask me how I'm doing? If I'm feeling ok or wheatear I may need anything? Don't worry! i know you may have other things on you mind. I guess we all have expectations. . . Most of them just FAIL!!

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