Ankis Identity

Here I am, sitting up to late at night, stressing, worrying and having the common problem of not being able to sleep. For most of you, it may be stupid or even pathetic, but the questions, concerns and the constant worrying about the future has left sleep as the most dangerous time during the day. Before you fell asleep the repressed thoughts we refuse to confront any other time takes the wind out of us... You are just there . . . . Thinking . . . Lying there in bed going over what you could have done? What you did wrong? How could this have happened?!? How did this happen? It's just one of "those" days were the negative thoughts cannot seem to leave you alone. Sometime soon I have to face my own demons explaining to the universities that I did not make the grades they wanted me to have by far! How do you tell someone something so big when they have expected so much more. Any suggestions, clues, or hints? The possibility of convincing such a university is low, but the pain of just lying in bed thinking about it makes you crazy!

It is very strange to think that the life you always wished for flashing before your eyes before you even lived it.
XoX Anki XoX