Ankis Identity

Har du någonsin haft en dag som du bara vill glömma… vakna imorgon och låsas som den aldrig fanns. Idag var just en sån dag för mig. En dag som jag bara vill glömma. It all started with waking up on the wrong side of the bed unfortunately for me that side of the bed is the wall :O Nah.. I actually woke up coughing so hard that capillaries were breaking in my lungs. Yuckies! Sadly the day did not get better. After a huge fight with my parents my heart was ripped into a million pieces. I have so many messages saved on my phone crying out for help. To my aunt I wrote “Save me”, To my friend I wrote “let me live with u” and To P I wrote “come take me away”. Maybe I was a little sarcastic but sometimes I feel like I do not belong here anymore. The last months have been so hard and now that I am sick.. I haven’t really got the chance to get back on my feet. All the “have to’es” that my family are stressing on me is not making things better. I understand when my mom says I have to do these things. I have to get a job to earn money and I have to start doing something about my future. Just I wish for one moment they would check how I feel, what I’m thinking and what I’m doing before they go crazy mad. I know that they are doing it out of love and because they care about me... just as I’m feeling now I need someone to sit down and listen; Be there for me when I need it the most. Tack mamma för att du lyssnande på mig sen, men kan ni inte försöka vara lite lugnare.

Puss o kram på er
Xox Anki Xox

Ps. Anna ville att jag skulle visa min nya mobbe! Här it is…. So SEXY and with the new earphones Mumms!