Mock Week 1 Done

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Written 5 March
This week has been total hell. I hated being back at Åva gymnasium. It felt nice to be back to the school to get a routine going for once in a while, but i felt so dum begin back there. The all so prefect student is a failure. Yuppie! The students kept asking me: so why are you doing resits? What was your final IB score? What did you mess up? What did you do bad in? What mistakes did you make? Thanks! I understand completely where they are coming from. I definitely do not want them to make the same mistakes i did. I just felt like such a loser. A constant reminder of the worst year in my life. Too embarrassed i end up sitting in a corner alone.

Week 1 of mocks did go ok tho. Biology paper 1 and 2 as well as English paper 1 didn't go that great (biology had a new syllabus ek!) but Biology paper 3 went better as did Swedish. Tomorrow I have English paper 2. I am rather nervous. I really have to impress with this essay since paper 1 did not go that well. So for the moment I am studying Poetry (he's fucking her...) I love IB poetry. hihi I feel really tired and my thoart is itching a bit so ill probably head off to bed soon but first i want to watch some tv to calm the nerves.

Night Night

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